SID: Laurie, these visions that you’ve had. Yes, they’re for Laurie. One of them saved her life, but they are for everyone that is listening.
LAURIE: Yes, Sid.
SID: That’s what’s so exciting. It’s almost like she takes some of the oxygen from heaven and brings it to Earth for you. Tell me about the vision that cemented your identity. What did God show you in this vision?
LAURIE: Thank you. Sid, I arrived in heaven with these two angels in uniform. They were wearing their wings and they were bringing me to the Lord and I could see Him. He was down like a meadow and there were people all around Him. And one of his angels there spoke to Him and said, “She’s here.” And I knew they were talking about me. Oh, I felt so wonderful. She is me, she’s here. And He looked up and He wanted me to come quickly. So He started to come in. My angels wanted me to hurry. But as I looked down, I saw my dress and this dress is not a dress you want to have in heaven. It was the wrong color. But it wasn’t about the color. It was so immodest. Definitely not a dress I would wear as a saved woman.
And I just wanted to cover up. I didn’t want the Lord to come by and as He came close. It’s like, He couldn’t see the dress. He went to put His hand on my face. And when the Lord touches your face, so wonderful, but I didn’t want that. I said, “Don’t touch me.” And instantly He got serious. He said, “What are the charges?” And I started to tell Him, “I don’t believe I am who you say I am. I don’t believe I’m important. I don’t think I’m special.” And it kind of that wave left. And He said, “Continue.” And I said, “I don’t believe in you, in what you say, I don’t think you’re going to do everything you said you’re going to do.” And it just kept coming out. And He said, “Continue.” And he wasn’t put off.
I said, “I’m a prostitute.” Which shocked me. I would never done that. But I have done that. What I mean by that is that I have done things for the pleasure of people. I’ve said things in such a way so that they would like me.
SID: Been a people pleaser.
LAURIE: Yeah. But the Lord saw that in heaven, as I was no better than a prostitute. But then Jesus, He looked in my eyes and he said, “Laurie, that’s who you were before I saved you. That’s not who you are now. You’re mine.” I know who I am. I’m his. He marked me. He said it. And I choose to believe it. And when he said it, all this unbelief left me because I’m his and I liked that. I liked being his and I hold on to that because the devil wants to take that away. It’s my identity.
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